Sunday, October 16, 2011

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hey buddies . .
sory yahh lma sudah tidak updte ini bel0g, umie g shah alam ary 2, kampus cll ad hal pnting ap tataw, skunk da stle haa, umie pegi sna hry rbu hry 2 n pulang hry jumaat mlm n sampey kdh jam 6 pg sabtu, umie ta trus blik perlis sbb umie sngh uma tok n wan umie kt alor star haa, mlm umie naa pulang 2 t0kwan umie yg tgh skit tu sruh umie cepat² pulng, umie tak0d sngt if pape trjdy kt t0kwan, n dlm bas umie mmg ta td0w, mmg ta b0le na td0w laa haa, hermm nawat cmne p0wm tataw hty trsngt gelisah, oke lps smpey jee uma t0kwan jam 6 pg tu umie trus g jmpe t0kwan umie yg tgh terbaring ats katil, dea dh ta mampu brckp bnyk sbb dea penat, dea sua tgn kt umie n umie p0wm salam  tgn dea, t0kwan ckp kt umie "letih ka?kesian cucu tokwan nie, umie t0kwan nk psn blajar elok² na, jgn lwn ckp mak ayh, jga mak ayh dgn baek suatu hry nnt, solat jgn tgl, ayt kursi jgn lpa bca klaw ad ap bnda bruk jdy, t0kwan ta dpt dah na tunggu smpeyh umie keja, takpalaa umie p lah td0w sna", umie hny diam dgr ap yg t0kwan ckp, umie ta mampu brkata ap ap lg, umie salam tgn t0kwan cium dea ap smua umie trus g td0w smpey pk0i 9 pg, msa tu smua org yg d dlm uma dah kerumun t0kwan, dea dah smakin penat, dea psn habesh kt ank² dea yg ad kt situ, yg umie dgr dea ckp "simpan rumah elok², ad org nak mai melawat ramai ptg nie kt umah kita nie" yahhh smua org fham ap mksud t0kwan, smua org hny menurut printah, msa awl² pg tu t0kwn dah mnx air 100plus dea na mnum, n dea trus mnx ap mknn yg dea ska, last skali sbel0m ajal mnjemput, dea mnx air ubt, air ubt tu air yg dea slalu mnum kt kdai dkt rumah tokwan, teh susu pns, msa tokwan mnum air tu tgn dea terketar² dah mmg ta larat sngt, umie ngn yg laen hnya mampu lap air mata jaa, smua org dah cll adk bradik yg laen gtaw yg t0kwan dah p0wm nazak, umie tataw nawat cmne, umie amek yassin n bca utk t0kwan, maktam jga bca, last skali pksu ekod bca tepi tlinga t0kwan, smua org da brkumpul dkt tokwan, umie powm ad sbelah t0kwan, ajar t0kwan mngucap, n dah lma mngucap t0kwan p0wm pergi utk slama² nyaaaa, smua org mata merah msuk habuk, msa org laen smua bngun umie msih lg trcengang kt situ, still ta prcya dgn ap yg dah jdy bru tdy, nk tanak i must kuat hdapi smua nie, umie tl0ng yg laen kms ap yg pat0t shinggalah mayat d kafankan, t0kwan dah psn mayat dea d kebumikan  dkt dgn arwah nenek moyang kit0wng, nak pergi ke tmpat tu kna naek knderaan sbb agak jaoh, umie, pksu n pkngah ekod naek van mayat, yg laen smua naek keta pergi kbur, umie nges dlm van tatahan sngt tng0k t0kwan yg ad dlm keranda, pkoi 6 ptg bru lah smua slmat, t0kwan p0wm dah d kebumikan, mlm tu dpn uma t0kwan beratur 16 buah kete, smua adk bdik umie, bnyk gylerr tu powm ad stengah yg da pulang, umah mmg full gyler, dah laa umie 2 hry ta td0w letih ohhh, nak tanak trpkse laaa brtahan, ad yg ta sempat tng0k t0kwan p0wm, kazen2 umie yg d0k jauh ta sempat pulang, bnyk yg ta sempat, pape p0wm sm0ga Allah mnempat kn t0kwan d tmpt org² yg beriman, i miss u t0kwan, i kn0w msa tokwan skit powm tokwan  slaluw sbut nma umie, antra smua cucu dea umie yg slalu dea sbut, itu yg buad umie tatahan byler tokwan dah takda :(( sory klaw agak emosi d snie, i love u t0kwan~

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